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avoidant

by dietz

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avoidant 04:09
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if you ask me how i'm doing i'll say that i'm fine is it okay to fall asleep alone every night every fucking feeling man i just i gotta destroy it dodge affection like it's bullets fuck i have to avoid it i've convinced myself to not care at all convinced myself that she'll never call so in the end who's responsible? it can't be me, that's impossible and i don't wanna, don't wanna admit that i'm wrong so i'm just gonna, just gonna pretend that i'm wronged and if i'm gonna live to worry another day can't listen to my heart and let it lead me astray (okay!) i'm telling you don't try to get to close i'm telling you i'll work it out then choke (repeat) i won't try to find the words to say i'll work it out another day (repeat) if you ask me how i'm doing i'll say that i'm fine is it okay to fall asleep alone every night every fucking feeling man i just i gotta destroy it dodge affection like it's bullets fuck i have to avoid it and after every single person in my life is gone i'll sit by myself and wonder what i did wrong and if i'm the one that pushed everyone else away turns out that my heart wasn't what led me astray (okay okay okay okay) whoaaaa (repeat) now that i've found out what is the matter with me it doesn't fucking matter cause there is no way to change that i can see so am i destined to live a lonely life? who made me this way? and can i survive? i've convinced myself to not care at all convinced myself that she'll never call so in the end who's responsible? it can't be me, that's impossible if you ask me how i'm doing i'll say that i'm fine is it okay to fall asleep alone every night every fucking feeling man i just i gotta destroy it dodge affection like it's bullets fuck i have to avoid it (repeat)

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the second single from my second full-length album. more on the way. hope you enjoy.

the instrumental for this song was produced by my good friend hazel (aka space cadet) -- fae is one of the most talented musicians i know, and you should absolutely listen to faer new album at hazelspacecadet.bandcamp.com/album/amusia

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released January 8, 2021

john dietz -- vocals, mixing, add'l production, mastering
hazel woodfall -- guitars, bass, drum programming, production, mixing

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dietz is the music project of john dietz.
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