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burnout

by dietz

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martin & 21 06:12
i've been dying for two weeks now and i'm trying to forget i think i can do anything but not with myself in my head and i hate it i hate it i hate i hate it but i love it just the same and of course i know that anyways i'm the one to take the blame whatever, i don't care, cause this shit sukcs i don't mind if i lose the fight i'd rather just go on my phone all day and hate myself all night there's no reason for me to feel this way because i know that i'm just fine but i worry anyways cause i know that i'm running out of time i can't do anything to change myself cause i have to want to try to change myself ooh i can't tell you anything and you will tell me nothing i don't know why i can't do this anymore i don't know why (repeat) but on i go anyway driving down king st anyway going through rockwood anyway driving on lancaster every day and when does it all stop anyway? it might not even matter it probably doesn't matter does college even matter cause -- --- did fine without it could i be alright without it i won't be alright without it stop repeating (repeat) all these thoughts get out of my head (repeat) sonnet 60
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catch 18 03:50
hook: if i screamed in the void would you scream back? and if i admit it's you could i relax? we're transportin now i'm transformin' now i don't quite know how i'm so tired of opening my eyes and i can't believe that i get to decide i write these letters to get em to like me and i do this shit so that they won't reject me i don't know a thing i can't fuckin sing i am terrified no one is listening are you listening? (hook) whoa (hook)
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rockwood 03:53
i can't wait to get out of here but right now i'm content if you only fall in love at the end does it count? i'm in the eye of the storm but i'm still scared to go outside and i have no doubt in my mind that you aren't the only one but that doesn't mean that it's not fun under the stars at night at rockwood i don't know whether i should i don't know how i feel about fate or religion or any of that shit who has time for philosophy nowadays because the world is ending and i just sit in school but when it's just us we float in outer space a hundred million miles away and i burn up when i fall back down to earth it's a shame that i can't see what's right in front of me
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senioritis 04:35
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haven't thought about you in two months i guess or last week but does it really matter? can you believe it's been five months it felt just like forever i can never tell you what i feel but i can tell you what you wanted to hear and when it's all over can you tell me when it's over don't have time to remember so eventually i forget the trumpets fade drift to another and the pictures seem out of place basically the soundtrack isn't ruined but the setting cannot escape for a month we could do anything for six months i would do anything you can't see me anymore and words mean nothing but for last year i still write and next year i will write so fade and fade into the summer and i sweat and sit on the bench and think about what this could be why do i think about you do you ever think about me too if the summer never ended we'd be golden
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you're wasting your life you're wasting your life what do i know about life
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2020 03:22
yesterday isn't real and tomorrow doesn't know but the present is eternal i'm sorry the sunset's growing brighter and my brain is gettting tired i don't know whether i'm ready for goodbye i never thought that the year would come so i don't know how to cope it will never be the same once we're gone when i'm in a different state will i remember the place that i loved to hate? or will i just focus on the days ahead? these questions fog my eyes but i know i'll never find all the answers that i seek i wish i could write about myself but i'm not a fucking mirror i should hurry up cause i've only got two months it will never be the same once we're gone

about

this is an album about high school.

none of it would have been possible without marcus conley and daniel shields.

listen to marcus conley's albums hockessin and dewey: open.spotify.com/artist/1mjOdWXYrXVWM540qwgiyy

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released November 1, 2019

DIETZ IS
john dietz - vocals, guitar, keyboard, drum programming, producer

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marcus conley - keyboard and producer on catch 18; vocals and producer on tonight 532
daniel shields - keyboard and vocals on shields interlude

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dietz Williamsburg, Virginia

dietz is the music project of john dietz.
sometimes they play their songs with a band called dietz & the dilemmas

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